on monday it was d start of our holiday but we still had 2 send one linguist assignment,, den lps tny evryone, rupe2nye dey sume dh anta. so lps je print i trus menapak ke fisher building. after dat, i didnt feel like i wanted to trus blk, rse nk explore auckland sorng2. n in my mind stu tmpt je tfikir, which was mission bay!!!!!
situ ice cream heaven, n since i felt lonely n depressd (haha) i wanted to have ice cream! den kuar2 je fisher buliding jln ke arah britomart (hub bas n tren ala2 kl sentral). dlm pjalanan den i thought, ala mmbazir la pulak, tmbng pegi blk $7.00 den ice cream plng murah pun new zealand natural which i can get frm d canteen. so x jd,
jln2 lg, den tfikir, okla nk mkn jugk ice cream but mane nk dpt? so i called syng, tny die mane foodtown queenstreet. jln2 until jumpe. so i went in got me self a tupperware of ice cream n a loaf of bread.
den smbil jln nk blk 2, i saw albert park. i took out a book, ate ice cream wit roti, found a good spot 2 sit, n watched some blokes juggle. i noticed, antara the three blokes, there was dis one guy yg wktu i smpai he xtau pun cmne nk juggle, nmpk struggling je semntara, kwn2 die yg laen maen2 pas2. i was so long there dat d clueless juggling guy jd terrer, n he kept on juggling while his kwn2 dh blk.
looking at how he struggled made me think back on how hard it is 2 start juggling, believe me. At plkn, we had a month of juggling n stil until now i can only juggle with 2 items. hehe. well dis guy taught me dat wit hard practice, we can succeed. but most importantly jgn mengeluh di ats ke'tidak'tahuan diri.
i noe how i alwis go back 2 my rum, read a novel n d middle of reading, my mind wonders off to d days i've gone thru, n mengeluh , 4 y people laugh at me, why some just think i dunt even have a functioning brain. i guess dats what life is, if u cant b as good as anyone els, u'll b left alone struggling 2 b as good as dem.
*silence*
